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:sun: If you are my friend you should know that I'm away from internet and DA during the week. Therefore I can't reply and comment as usual.


:bulletred: What I feel about this photo is pretty much what I'm feeling about my stay at Coimbra, my new city and my new bedroom: I feel alone and empty, I feel saudade and fear... I feel like a "legal alien (...) an englishman in new your", you know? I hope you'll never have to know that feeling of have wanted solitude and freedom and, now that you have it, you don't want it... I mean... i allways wanted to go and live alone, and know I miss home and my family. Now I allways want to cry at night, into the bedroom that is mine, tho I don't feel it that way... I'm afraid of the noises and of the silence... I cannot ear my mother yelling at me because I ate all the candy, I cannot ear my grandma watching tv outloud, neither can I tease my uncle or listen to my brother jumping into the bed... I cannot... :cries: I cannot cry, also... because I don't feel the "coocon" effect into my new bedroom... I cannot sleep, I cannot... so many things!!!



Thank you all.... for your support and loving words, but also for the hard ones, they both made and make me stronger.

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:iconliquidpleasure:
:clap: a very good picture
a :+fav:

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I am..... nobody
:icondaax:
Os erros no DA sucedem-se, e agora além de tudo, parece que também já não consigo ver as deviations e já começa a chatear um bocado :/
Tenho aqui uma lista enorme de coisas para ver e não consigo, e é com muita pena que não vejo esta tua foto :(
Quanto à descrição, conto que não te sintas assim por muito tempo... no início é tudo desconhecido, mas mais tarde, os objectos, as pessoas e os lugares tornam-se "familiares" e estabelece-se uma ligação... "primeiro estranha-se, depois entranha-se" heheheh ;)
Vai ficar tudo bem! :)
:iconpinica:
Como as palavras se adequam à imagem... E como a imagem praticamente tudo diz sem as mesmas...
Adorei, adorei & adorei.

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It's a trick. Get an axe.
:icontennisgirl:
:(

Aww... Now I feel bad... T_T

I get what u mean, sure I do! But I feel bad that I don't make it right for ya... :tears:

You'll get used to it! And make sure u never forget this: you're NOT alone! You have me, don't u dare forget that! :hug:

It'll go away:)

:heart:

Miss ya already:cuddle:

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:iconmargotmeanie:
it's an amazing thing to feel that same loneliness and never leave your home. just a void left where one used to be. sleeping in your bed alone, when you've never had to do it before....

i think i know someone on here close to you that can very much relate...

:heart:heart...i can't wait til he's home......

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:star-empty: be mean~mean-threads :star-empty:

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:iconjesuz:
:hug:
Acho que sei o que sentes... e a imagem demosntra muito bem esses sentimentos: uma sala quase vazia, com as paredes nuas. :( Mas lembra-te que há pessoas que te amam e tal como tu estás a pensar nelas, elas pensam em ti, por também sentirem a tua falta :)

:heart:

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In that night there was music in my mind...

My club --> ~Virgin-Suicides-Club
:iconvalorfive:
Very Nice capture. Give is a huge sense of just being alone!

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- Rob Williams
:icondeim:
bahh...dou-t 1 mes....dps j adoras o kuarto e a casa toda...agr tens é d ir fazendo festas ai em kasa ;) diverte-t por cbr

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enjoy.orange
:iconevolutionz:
Well yeah, soon starting at the university right ?
You'll read this when you'll be back then... ;)

So let me start with what I think is not right (in my opinion) on this picture... ;P
There is something you're doing to most of your pictures and that I do not like... it is that kind of frame, I mean this symbol you're putting on each of your photographs. I do know you like it very much but I do think it is 'eating' your pictures too much, therefore preventing our eyes from focusing properly on the subject. If you really want to keep this symbol (which is a nice one though), you should try to make it transparent a bit, or at least more discreet. Or even make it smaller so that you do not need to make such a big frame.
I would add something on the color levels as well, I would see this white more pure, more 'white', I believe this can be done by adjusting the levels of white.

But I really do appreciate the concept, the emptiness being really strong on that picture, stressing the feeling of loneliness. Scary feeling but strong one, this means this picture is actually showing feelings even though it represents what you're showing... loneliness and emptiness :)

Good luck at uni!

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It's a Great Day to Fly! :floating: :pointr: ~Pilots
...even in Belgium where the sun isn't always shining :D :pointr: ~belgium

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Aug 15, 2004, 4:38:40 AM

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