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Im bittersweet when I wake up by Helewidis, literature

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Im bittersweet when I wake up

I’m bittersweet when I wake up. Soft and slow. My voice is on play: I wake up everyday. When I suddenly do it’s all harsh and bleak. My eyelids start to open while my body remains silent. I uncover myself from the sheets of depression in a slow dance with my mind. Everyday. Surrounded by walking corpses. Talking corpses. Non-stop talking. They shatter the stories I lived while asleep from my memory. They expel them with their voices. With their sharp loud voices. I begin to wonder where I can buy a piece of silence – for when I stop dreaming. I imagine I’ll have to die for it. I’d die for silence (I guess). E

Caution - Wet Floor by Helewidis, literature

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Caution - Wet Floor

I never stood a chance. My lower extremities perform, faced with the slipperiness of it all. The crowd expects a fall for the Grand Finale. Satisfaction ensues. My lower limbs end the dance with a plié and I feel equilibrium abandoning my company. The floor is merciless - as always. It hits me with the force of gravity and my weight combined. Math isn't an ally. The impact leaves a wound and I lick it. It's bittersweet. It smells like alcohol. I was offered a different kind of inebriation that night: an Eau de Cologne composed of delight with a top note of injury. I learned to use it every day and to be eager for it.

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Who am I? - FFM_2010_28 by Helewidis, literature

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Who am I? - FFM_2010_28

When the sunlight fades and the moon replaces the sun, a little boy starts to shiver. In the school's backyard the wait for his mother ends just a few seconds before the last ray shines through the clouds. If the traffic wasn't so deafening one could have heard him sighing, from the backseat, wishing he could control time and the four seasons. - And why not the world instead? The words escaped from his mouth, while she was applying lipstick yet again. She took a glance at him through the mirror, but his reflection wasn't there. - What are you up to now, Phillip? Her question wasn't

Shattered Dreams - FFM 2010_1 by Helewidis, literature

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Shattered Dreams - FFM 2010_1

I hate waking up in the morning. I don't know why. All I can do is guess. I don't hate the sunlight. I don't hate the birds I hear twittering amidst the urban noises. I don't even hate the people I can see, from my window, walking onto their business. It's nothing like that. I guess I just hate waking up. *** It is a hard task, to wake up. You have to quit dreaming. I always wondered why. Did the dream exhaust all its possibilities? If that's true, how can you return in the following night? *** The sun comes. Everybody wakes up – except me. I'm part of the résistance. I'm also drunk and you never listen to me. You chose to keep

Dirty Pants - FFM_2010_6 by Helewidis, literature

Survival - FFM_2010_7 by Helewidis, literature

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Survival - FFM_2010_7

They nearly killed us in the sixties. We were made Public Enemy Number One. Everyone was informed about our weaknesses. They shattered our homes and tried to run away from our vengeance. A black hole in their tactic was our ally. They wandered in scientific debates, losing momentum for global actions. We were slaughtered, but it made us flourish. We raced. What else could anyone expect? Our name is Malaria; survival is our nature. Darwin tried to warn them.

Voz off - FFM_2010_8 by Helewidis, literature

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Voz off - FFM_2010_8

Office Report #3679 Seattle, 2/3/2147 Our narrator fell into a pit of whispers. Last month he filed a complaint. The security team followed it and concluded that his voice had exhausted all its possibilities. We informed him that it was beyond our control to fix it. He has quit his job. I believe he can be found somewhere, reading in mute. Mark Haddock,Director of Office Relations.

E-learning - FFM_2010_8_b by Helewidis, literature

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E-learning - FFM_2010_8_b

After choosing a topic you can press the underlined text for definitions. Topic: MacDonald's Past the golden arches everything seemed colorful to the random passerby. The uniforms that this corporation had its employees wear made them feel jaded. The old school clients and the tinfoil hat users, however, know that a much sinister pickle took place in that site. Fifty years ago... Would you like to know more? Press a button: [Y] [N] It was all grey inside. Literally, grey matter all over it. That's what made the Big Mac taste so good. It seems urban myths are true after all; MacDonald's turned us into zombies... Hey! Don't go, I'm not do

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Artist // Photography

Nov 20
Portugal
Deviant for 20 years
instagram.com/cecinestpasmots
They / Them

Favourite Movies

Star Wars, her, Easy A and Salò, or the 120 days of Sodom

Favourite TV Shows

GoT, BSG, Dr. Who, Babylon 5, Farscape, TBBT, and a lot more, but these are the essentials

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tim Minchin, Alix Olson, Laurie Anderson, Diablo Swing Orchestra... I could go on for ages on this!

Favourite Books

1984, Solanin, Complete Plays by Sarah Kane and anything from Neil Gaiman

Favourite Writers

Neil Gaiman, Walt Whitman, Almada Negreiros and a lot more

Favourite Games

Animal Crossing, Pokémon, Child of Light, BIT.TRIP.RUNNER, DLC Quest, Need for Speed and BurnOut

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo Switch

Tools of the Trade

Canon 350D, 1200D; 50mm 1.8 and some Android devices

Other Interests

Literature, Artisan Crafts, Politics

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Helewidis

Nov 13, 2022

I'm curious: how many of my watchers is against & how many are in favor of Ai art & also do it?

20 votes

I hate it! OMG! You're one of those? Gonna unfollow!

I love it & do it! I'll let you know, so you can follow me!

I like it it, but I don't do it.

I just wanna see the results and/or I'm neutral about it.

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Helewidis

Nov 20, 2020

Edit: I needed help! LOL Nevermind, found it!

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Visiting dA after a year or more is fun. I've been maintaining a convo with one of my oldest dA friends in here. We both reply very late. I think we're gonna have a record of the oldest ongoing thread between 2 people in here! xD Anyway, I can't recall the last time I logged in but it was ugly AF. Today it's my b-day (35, OMFG, time flies! I still remember being a minor on dA!) and I came back and got a really nice surprise with dA's layout coming back a bit to the old times. Not really coming back, but it's very evocative. We're getting the green back (not the same but at least it's better than those awful dark or white ones) and some of the UI even reminds me of some stuff we used to have, like sidebars and shit. And the way we can now see the deviations from ppl we follow is cool too, and remind me of back then. FINALLY, I can get a quick sense of what I like or not, again. Thank you! -Oh, but... hummm... How do I mark as seen and delete them from there? They just keep on